WORDS & IMAGES: AHDREAM SMITH
ALLURE
Scents of fresh dough dance in my nostrils
Thoughts of the drizzled glaze slip covering her curves excite my imagination
Golden brown exterior
Soft and fluffy interior
Hot and fresh
GUILT
Doctor says she's not good for me
She's impacting my heart
Raising my blood pressure
I need to cut back
I try to explain that I don't indulge on purpose
I start with one
It melting on the tongue like a frozen ice cube on a hot summer day
Three seconds later, nine of the dozen are remaining
DENIAL
Doctor tells me if I keep messing with her I could lose my vision
Lose my limbs
Lose my life
Says I'm walking a thin line and a future of diabetes and medications are around the corner
Doc, I'm young, I don't smoke or drink
What's a little quality time here and there
Plus, we only meet when the RED LIGHT is on
In the “Diabetes Belt,” specifically in Memphis, TN, Krispy Kreme is King. Reaching young people early through promotional discounts throughout the school year: free doughnuts to students for every “A” that they get on their report card. Always go when the light was on. Your doughnuts were guaranteed to be HOT and FRESH. Being a pretty smart kid in school, report card time was always a time that I looked forward to.
Fast forward, I now live in a place that has only one Krispy Kreme in the region and I have family and friends dealing with diabetes, high blood pressure and high cholesterol due to their environment and being in a state of delusion regarding their health. To them, it’s just something else to deal with, but for me I feel like they are one step closer to death. Choosing the temporary satisfaction of the “red light” quick fix, that soothing cold cup of southern sweet tea, them sweet and tangy sodium filled short ribs over being here with me; creating memories and having experiences.
